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THE BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE

Sunday, April 1, 2018 0 comment(s)

Hello everyone . It's me again . your worst nightmare .

nah im just kidding .

im such a kawaii loli that nobody can resist .

okay that's not the point .

My point here today is that I'm finally getting ENROLLED IN A PUBLIC UNIVERSITY !!

yeah as the title says , im in ! Ive been offered to a public university in Malaysia in which i'm really thankful and grateful of . Never in my life would I think I would get one of the offers from a university . It's like the greatest ending for everyone of us , for my family of course .

okay so actually I came from a middle class family where my mum told me she don't want to waste that much of the money unless I got full scholarship or be totally responsible of my college fees if I really wanted to continue my studies after my spm . so , after my spm ( in case you don't know , its actually similar to O'levels ) , I've decided to call it a quit since my parents couldn't afford the luxurious college entrance fees of any private institution and I don't want them to risk the effort of sending me off to a private institution where all my concern is how much money do I need to budget this week , what kind of part time job should I get to ease their burden .

I've chosen to continue my studies after my spm at UTAR , taking accounting of course duh ( cause it's the cheapest course out there at the cheapest private institution duhhhh ! )

GUESS THAT WAS MY WORST DECISION AFTER ALL

I have zero knowledge about accounting , finance and whatsoever .

okay so my mum just nonchalantly took out her college accounting books to sharpen my knowledge about the basics of accounting ,I guess that accounting is not my thing after all . I got so confused and so stressed out because it wasn't my thing .

after all this while , the idea of getting into form6 had never crossed my mind . I've never ever ever think of getting into form6 last time . but you know , the safest place is the most dangerous place ever . and thats why I give it a shot . I took physics as my major .

STPM CHANGED MY LIFE .

no doubt , it really changed my life .
My life has gotten easier thanks to STPM .

it's mostly because you don't have to worry about the monthly fees that your parents need to pay for the school . and the syllabus and everything is really really tough . ( I remember myself crying while studying for stpm exam ) It just somehow makes you stronger and tougher as time goes by and it also solely trains your critical thinking skills that you cannot learn from anywhere . and it's really really cheap too ! ( well , im a stingy person ) I like how it makes me grow and get out of my comfort zone because of the super tough syllabus and the moment you know that you cannot depend on your teacher because your teacher is still new and have zero experience teaching the stpm students , you have no choice but to be your own teacher by referring to a lot of reference sites at the same time .
( im sorry my chemistry teacher , you sucks )

even after stpm and I got offered to a public university , the monthly expenses are really cheap and you don't have to spend that much compared to a private institution . that saved me so much money ! and the best thing is , my sister ( who's 3 times smarter than me ) got full time scholarship from a private institution so my parents don't have to spend a single penny on her because she got rm600 allowance every month .

I'm thankful for everything I have in life , for me . This is everything I've ever wanted .

so for anyone who has financial problems , if you're really good in doing your studies . please don't be afraid to try stpm ! I know it's really tough , but it won't harm you in anyway if you try to give it a chance , right ?

Well actually there's tons of bullshits and bloopers about stpm that you get from the streets and from those kehpo aunties and uncles who knows no shit about stpm. ( I've been there too last time , I know ) well actually do you realised something ? HOW THE HELL THOSE AUNTIES AND UNCLES KNOW ? most of them ended their studies around spm then no more . actually they don't have the right to comment something that they're unsure of . especially something that includes the decision of taking the next step in life .

WELL , IT'S ACTUALLY YOUR DECISION TO BELIEVE IN WHAT THEY SAY OR NOT . THEY CANNOT DECIDE IT FOR YOU. ONLY YOU CAN.

oh btw , I'm going to be a sophomore in my uni in 5 months !
in case if you're wondering , im an electronic and electrical engineering student in ump .

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