Thursday, November 24, 2016 0 comment(s)
HELLO OLD FRIENDS !
It's kind of sad to see everyone has stopped blogging . Either they've locked their blogs or they have just abandoned it , just like me . Blogging has once been my centre stage to express my feelings ( since nobody really knows I've owned a blog teehee ) but it wasn't such a bad thing after all , since i don't really like some friends to read my blog and criticize me .
As we've grown up , we develop more to ourselves and focus more on our goals and life has been busy for us . I've overcome multiple kinds of challenges and i don't know what's my motivation to keep me going and to go through all these hardships . okay maybe it wasn't that hard after all . But keeping myself busy is a nice kind of feel to stop myself from thinking passively and have all those negative vibes surrounding me . Even though i've tried to give up on whatever i'm doing right at the moment , but thank god i didn't give up on myself . i didn't screw myself . and i'm thankful for everyone who has been such a pillar to my self esteem and always reminding me of the good days that are coming right ahead of me . and i'm trying hard to shape the future that i want .
Talking about relationship , who doesn't want a perfect boyfriend ? To be honest , for the past 19 years i didn't even have one . =.=
REASON NUMBER 1 : I've been too picky .
REASON NUMBER 2 : it's time consuming
okay so to be honest , for my high school years i've fallen for tons of guys but my crush couldn't even last for a month . So i'm quite worry about myself since i can't find one or have one but that doesn't mean i can simply find a guy to be my ehemm * coughs
But after experiencing so much by myself , i feel like it's okay to live alone , without a companion . Because my life for 19 years has been so independent on relationships unlike my friends who had experienced multiple relationship problems whilst i have none . so i'm okay ( * cries silently ) HAHAHA ! just kidding !
i wish i could find one too , someday .
I'm sin ying . 20 . Asian . Chinese .
I love reading books , blogging , kpop , pastel colours , cute stuffs .
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