The battle is over !!
Monday, December 1, 2014 0 comment(s)
Hi peeps , that freaking dreadful spm is finally over ! * throws confetti in the air *
so beat it guys , i'm probably having longer breaks than you kiddos !! muahahaha
nahh , who am i kidding . I don't even have any holidays . It's just 5 days off for me and i need to enter the camp . for 71 days . I'm probably gonna be super tanned and get freaking 2 colour differences on my skin . I'm not looking forward to that at all because i can't really get a break and i need to enter the camp right after my exam . When the camp session finishes around 19 february , which means chinese new year is coming . ( since i'm lucky enough to be born around april , i'm on plkn's first intake ) yay me ? nayyy .
Life after spm is so boring . like you've been depending on books for the rest of your life and now everything seems to be really over and yet you cannot do anything about it . I still couldn't think of anything productive to do because all i do for these past two years is reading , revising and still reading . ( i know my life is boring ) , but that's the only way to survive in my school , in my class . Competition has been pretty hectic among my classmates but hey at least we get along pretty well right ? i think everything is really over , no more 10 subjects textbooks and cramming over the heavy loaded sheets of notes . i just cannot accept this . everything just seems and sounds so weird .
( because it seems like you've been so busy doing your stuffs for 17 years and yet you have nothing to do at all when it's all done )
but there are some subjects i'm still hesitant to give up . for example : physics and addmaths . we've been having some special bond for about 2 years and i found these two subjects are the subjects i actually learn without a tinge of doubt .
Maybe i'm going for these two subjects in the future . Maybe . but i'm not so sure about my choice because i still have no idea about my future . Everything seems so surreal for me . So lately i've been asking a friend of mine who's really good at physics . Her influence means a lot to me , to be honest . But she told me she don't wanna study engineering or any courses similar to that . Cause it will damage her brain . I've seen many similar stories about this and about being an engineer is a lifetime occupation and the process is indeed tiring . seeing all this just makes me doubt more about my ambition in life . I just wanna choose a course which includes what i like and will not damage my brain cells and my creativity work . ( seems like there's no such course )
I've been looking up onto architectures but i'm not so sure about the working process . I just don't wanna risk my life doing things i don't like you know . But still , i have to find a suitable course for myself cause i still don't know when i'm going to be choosed to enroll in any college .
wrong decision = tough life = money wasted = nobody is happy :(
i think that is everybody's problem for now . Choosing the right course , the right college .
FOSHOOOOO I'M NOT GOING TO TRY FORM 6 /:
DON'T MAKE ME
I'M NOT GOING TO RISK MY LIFE THERE .
for those who took physics in form 6 , you're a dead meat . from my seniors , i could tell that they never passed their papers . ( because they talked so loud , everyone could hear la ! ) even my tuition teacher have doubts of encouraging his students for taking physics in form 6 . Don't do it guys . k ? I'm just offering my most humble advice here , if you're not here to buy it , suit yourself . I'm not going to blame you anyway :)
To break the ice a little , do you guys know that ITAZURA NA KISS LOVE IN OKINAWA IS RELEASED !? IT'S REALLY THE FREAKIN SEASON 2 !!! I've been waiting for it since like forever . come on director , just release the whole thing already , i know you have CDs in Japan , that is so friggishly selfish ya know ? We international fans also wanna watch leh ! I've watch taiwan's season 2 and it's like ugh dude , your hairstyle is so friggin uglehhh . Like wax all around making your face looks oily no offense . I just don't like the characters from taiwan's version and IRIE seems so not cold in that version . That totally opposes the original version of itakiss , well nevermind i don't like irie to be that cold to kotoko anyway . But i'm just so freakin excited with all those mass loads of videos and trailers available in youtube . ( please be more kiss scene , i'm dying of watching both of them being together as a couple )
To further excite your adrenaline , here's a couple of photos of kotoko and irie
I just literally died every time watching this pic , it makes me stares because irie looks so sweet and cute in here , don't you guys agree ??
I mean like yeah , you guys should be together in real life . because you two really look cute together . I hope there's more seasons to come ( although there's no more after season 2 * cries * ) Director or anyone , please be season 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 till infinity . I'm gonna die if they didn't starred in a drama together . The feels . T_______T
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