Friday, September 26, 2014 0 comment(s)
Hello pepoooo ___
people , people , I'm not here for good .
being one of a 17 year old teenager myself as a Malaysian is a stressful job . we have tuitions , a little amount of projects , and trying not to miss out something emphasizing ; HOMEWORKS, HOMEWORKS and HOMEWORKS!! * inserts rock version of orchestra background music * the feels .
Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia is also known as S.P.M is a vital government access certificate to colleges in which you need to do really well to claim the much coveted result . I'm trying my best and this year It really pays something back to me after my unknowing efforts . Although everything is not that satisfying in terms of thought , but I still manage to overpower myself and claim quite good spots in my class . it helps me to believe that " dum spiro , spero " . " once we live , we believe " I just have to keep on believing in myself and my abilities and capabilities . In fact , everyone can make miracles happen . the only difference is that we must believe , and willing to do what we believe . By that thought itself , it will overthrow any impossibilities that lies beneath you for life and makes you to become a much better person .
Lately , I've used my sis's facebook to look up onto Einstein's page . He's a remarkably innocent and clever man . Through his quotations , I feel his passion for science is infinity . Science is beautiful , for me . the passion of finding unsolving mysteries of the earth and space has greatly captivated my mind&vision. I don't know . In short , his quotes are genially inspiring ! one of them which I like best is ;
Besides , i feel more feminine lately . I think it's probably the age that matters to me , or i'm on the edge of being a matured lassie . I don't know . I look up for clothes * ehmm , dresses to be exact* and sometimes i can be so engrossed in finding nice pieces for myself to wear in the future . Dresses and skirts has been my ultimately rejected pieces of clothes collection since i was small . It will never be my option to wear outdoors . So believe it or not . I don't really have any dresses in my closet . But now , i started to accept that girls need to wear dresses to look elegant and feminine at the same time . So i guess i'll have to say that , i've grown up . trying to look good for the first time in my life . ( in a dress , i mean ) It's not like i didn't comb my hair or something closely related to that before i headed outdoors . Literally , i have NO experience in choosing dresses so it takes me some time to acclimate myself with the designs on those websites . I really have to learn from this experience . I cannot even imagine myself in a dress , so i don't really know i can actually pull that off in reality or not . but you won't know if you never try , so i choose to try . I think the influence of not wearing dresses comes from my mum , we don't really attend any special occasions which involved wearing dresses with hair and makeup on . so probably my house don't have anything like these . I don't wanna be in jeans and tees for the rest of my life .
Last but not least , good luck to my sis and the team mates of the mighty mind kelantan team ! It's really a miracle for you guys to win the state competition this year . Since our school last win is on 2010 . All the best to all of you who're going to compete for the national finals tomorrow . We wish to hear great news from you guys .
till then ,
i'm signing off .
I'm sin ying . 20 . Asian . Chinese .
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