COOKIEDOODLE

Tuesday, January 11, 2011 0 comment(s)

Sorry guys , peeps , bloggers , readers . Oh gosh , school is getting busier and busier

. Every tons of homeworks are tiring me up . I am busy with schoolworks and less online posting . I just seems have time to reply tags or just tagged people . I know I'm not popular . Sometimes i felt so invincible to everybody in the world . I don't know why i have this kind of feeling . Maybe I'm a nothing to them . (Maybe) .

To my parents , I'm just a useless daughter ( who do you think i am ? A computer expert ? I'm not so good ya know ? ) .

To my friends , I'm invincible .

To teachers , I'm an irresponsible student .

I really don't know who will i gain my trust to anymore . I lost my confidence somehow . I'm feeling so down . I'm sitting alone in my class , ( because I've late to school , so i didn't have a comfortable seat to sit , darn it ! ) At least there's another kpopholic sitting behind me . I'm simply glad that we can discuss about k-stuffs .

So yeah , back of my friends are having slightly fun and laughing so loud while i keep on doing my homework . I turned and talk to them , and it's so damn difficult . Because teacher didn't let us simply talk =.=" And my neck gonna face treatment because keep on turning my head to back to talk with my friends , - laughs *

And I've been moody for the whole day at school , and teachers are SHITS , keep on asked for money $$ from us ! I'm stingy , and i hate to give my $$ to you :P Plus , i haven't give my teachers my own photo . OMO , so I've go to Celine's shop to take my picture after school . Gosh , after prints out . So dam ugly . IT'S REALLY UGLY ! Oh GOSH ): Darn it , and i'm gotta passed it to my teacher tomorrow . Gosh , the whole class sure laugh at my picture . wtf ...

Me , lily , Shin Pin and Yichen gotta rehearse Soom for fun . And shin pin wanted me to act like GIKWANG :D Before i could say anything , she tell me , " Ying , gikwang is sexay on soom's MV , so you should be too . wtf ... And the worse part is , she asked me to wear the shirt . And it was so damn sexy . Gosh , she wanted me to dance where the part gikwang was on the middle and the other b2st members started to ... hmm . i don't know how to say :P Gosh , so damn difficult , actually we're gotta practice for the CUBE ENTERTAINMENT 2011 global audition . This time , i won't be alone .